UNEXPRESSED # Creation 24

I have you in front of me sitting in the chair. Our favorite white sauce pasta which has been ordered an hour ago or earlier is about to finish. You are narrating the incidents which you have came across since we last met and explaining each and every detail of times like when you have done some extremely crazy things and the story of last weekend when a tall handsome guy approached you in a rock night.

              You are laughing and blinking and as usual, your expressions are so intensely linked with your words like they are signifying the natural you and the depths of your realness. And I am here, reflecting in you eye balls, having a fork in my hand though I have not been using it much. But I am too lost to put it down. Lost in your blabbering, lost in your eyes which are too talkative or may be its just me who want to hear something from the pair . I am so unaware of the things going around. Is it raining to the floods or winter is bringing out the chill thrill? I don't know anything. I am enjoying to be lost into the wild. Lost into the intense cluster of thoughts. Thoughts which are intended to find the perfect couple of words to express myself, to express all of me. It should be worth of something positive .

         But wait, should I tell you this? Well it may change the things between us
Will you believe the extend I mean it ?
Will you feel the way I feel for you?
Will you love me ever?

I am afraid because your world seems perfect. Perfect excluding me. You seem complete. But you are a major part of me. Dilemma is eating up my head. I can't bear this up any longer. Albatross is killing me. So whatever it would head this up, I am going to tell you today. I have made my mind to ask you out. Ask to being a person who would be your another half , a person who will be more yours. I was just enveloping up my courage to tell you the things just when your cell phone rang. You picked up the call. Its your mom you said. You talked brief and disconnected the call and stood out of the chair collecting your shades and keys from the table and said 'hey, I have to go home , I almost forgot that I had to take mom to the market. She is waiting for me. I am already too late'

I have nothing to say. I just nodded with a wide smile. She waved with a smirk and blinked her eyes and said ' see you soon buddy, bye'. I waved back.

     She left the table in hurry. But those feelings are still here with me, captive within me, unexchanged , unexpressed.

@Garvit

Bachpan # Creation 23

"May be one can buy everything with his earned money, but he can't bring back his childhood"

                                                                                             - A.P.J.Abdul Kalam

Ankhe bhari thi uss din,aur hotho par ek hi zid thi..,
Pehli baar dhur jaana tha maa se, yhi cheez bas mushkil thi,
Ek chhota sa jo basta tha sath me, bs utna hi bojh tha kandho pe,
Chhoti moti khwahishe thi school ki aur, jo na kasti thi fando me .,
Bachpan kehte the use....bachpan kehte the use....

Bebaak , badboli aur kuch nadaan si thi wo zubaan..,
Laba-lab hi bhara rehta tha sada mere sawalo ka kuan.,
Ab to kher sabko sab kuch pata hi hota hai.,
Haan bas ye nhi samajh pata koi ,ki ye bachpan kaha khota hai...

Naa noto ki jarurt lagti thi kabhi, naa rehta tha tab tizori ka pata,
Muskurakar maaf kar deta tha har koi, agar ho jati thi mujhse koi khata,
Aaj sikko ki khanak pe hi dodati hai ye duniya mujhe,
Naa narajgi jatane ka samay hai kisi pe,
Naa hi rishton ki keemat hai tujhe !

Puri umarr se jyada zindagi kehte hai jise,
Bachpan kehte hai use ,bachpan kehte hai use...

@Garvit

Traveller # Creation 22

Travelling has been always tempting for me. Visiting new places,  exploring nature, wondering over technological wonders or experiencing everything that is simply wonderful is a dream since ever.  The heighest of heights to the deepest in depths..I want to witness all that would amaze me. So, I tried to put down my dream in the poetic style.., have a glance !

What you want to do with your life when asked a meddler..,

I answered very concise, I want to be a traveller...

A traveller who needs not to stop anytime soon,

Limits can be crossed, who has that boon...

From the height of burj to the depth of Pacific,
Paths are wonderful or whether they are terrific...

I want to explore all the beautiful creations of nature and man..,

How cold the winter can be, how sonorous can be the rain...,
Capturing the moments, making from the mob..
Distributing a thought of wisdom,throughout the globe..
The fragrance of places feeding in my mind,
Living in the cultures with people of every kind,
Their dishes, their parties, all the different  ways in which they have fun,
Singing songs, dancing folks, from cracking of dawn to the setting of sun.,
No worries of earning , no trouble of survival,
Leaving the life goods back there, I want to be a traveller !

+Garvit