Asunder #Creation 39

We are apart . Aloof by the oceans.The Oceans which make us unreachable to people we love, to places we admire, but we can't blame them as they don't know a thing about being apart. I haven't seen you since months, the thing which I have always doubted I could even for a day ,but filed time dictated upon uncertainties. I have learned that our perfectness needs not to be perfect always .As life is not meant to be perfect.  I am captive by the distances and memories you gave me are my rays. When I open up my eyes in the mornings, I miss that feel to watch you next to me sleeping heedlessly wrapped up in that blanket.I lean to my phone to check for reply to the text I did last night., its a little rare though to have it there, but I can't be cursory about anything that includes you.  I oftenly gloom myself and wonder that weather you are still the same? I am curious to know that do you still deal the things the way you used to do, that  diligence and lifelike. Do you still tempt for those jars of nutella? Do you still want to dive the skies off?Do you still have that red pajamas which have been loved a lot. Do you still have a dream to build hut house on mountains of Kashmir .

I want to sit beside you and recall the moments we have shared and laugh until our jaws would give up to widen and be a smiling stubborn in the very next moment when one of the millions of beautiful memories voyage down in our heads and we could feel those butterflies in our stomach. I want to relive the whole chapter that is named after you., again and again. The chapter which plotted the life so wonderfully. 

I want to make sure that someone is there with you to do wierd stuff you feel like doing everytime and to wipe out your tears and make fun of your nose which turns reddish wherever you cry , someone who can manage to put a smile on your face, someone who could bring you something when you get mad of hunger at 3 am , someone who could manage with your mood-swings . I wish I could be a prince of those fairytales and make a escape to nowhere with you. But reality slaps me every time. 

I do miss you a lot . I feel that void but I can't tell you the extend . I am afraid it may weaken you down.I usually talk to myself about you and try to open up myself to the world in a hope that one day we would be that much together again.

Dooriyan #Creation 38

Maloom tha mujhe ki ye dooriyan mujhe kamzor karegi har roz...,

maloom tha ki ye ankhein ...teri ankhon se milne ki zidd karegi har roz,

maloom tha ye gustakhi hogi..par phir bhi anjaan ban kar mene ye harkat kar li..,

wakif raha dil har baat se humesha, par phir bhi isne tujhse Mohabbat kar li... !!

manzil shayad ek ho humari ...par safar akele humein karna hoga...,

Aasman ke chaand ko dekh kar har roz mujhe apna man bharna hoga...,

Khushi ki muskurahate thodi feeki hongi...gam me aansu thode sukhe honge...,

har pal me kuch kami sataegi aur har pal kahi imtehaano me mujhe jalna hoga...

Maloom tha ye daastaan-e-ishq har ka har panna kuch adhura sa lagega, par phir maine apni zindagi iss dastan ke naam kr li..

beparwaah raha dil har baat se, aur befikri me tujhse Mohabbat kar li...

Ye dooriyan dariya si bahengi bich me humare, 

Kuch lachaar aur bebas se lagenge kabhi ye kinare,

Intezaar hoga milne ka har dafa...Iztiraar hoga milne pe har dafa...,

wo kone sheher ke...tera hi naam aa kar kahenge mujhse sare..

maloom tha ki ye ishq lehro sa chhoo jaega mujhe kinaro pe har roz...jaise khat laaya tha koi tera, par phir bhi mene inhi khat ke lifafo me hi apni zindagi bhi rakh di...

wakif rha har dard se ye dil, par phir bhi usne tujhse Mohabbat kar li ...!!

@Garvit

Friendzone #Creation 37

Yeh hai kahani mere ek dost ki, jo tha tanha ...bilkul alone,
Mannato se sala ek ladki aayi jeevan me  ,par usne bhi kar diya inhe friendzone.,

Yun to kahi baar pyaar hua tha bhai ko, par pehle kabhi baat itni aage bhi na pahunchti thi...
Yeh to din raat khoye rehte the unke khayalo me, par ladki inke bare me sandass me bhi na sochti thi...,

Par sukha hua tha khatm jawani ka, jab barsaat si aai ye ladki dil ki zameen par..,
Use dekhne ke liye college bhi chala jaata tha roz, esa bhoot sawar hua tha kameen par...,

Dosti hui to khush tha bhut, kyunki suna tha usne ki dosti hi pyaar ka pehla kadam hoti hai...,
Par kya pata tha nadaan ko ki आंकडो के अनुसार ..yahi dosti mostly love stories ki ending bhi hoti hai !!

Phir baaton-mulakaaton ke silsile hue shuru., night pack dalwa ke raat-raat bhar  बतियाते the dono,
itne me inka jee nahi bharta to last bench pe beth ke pura lectures चतियाते the dono,

Udhaar ke bichara paise jod kr usko Dominos CCD le jata tha..,
Kabhi dosto ki daaru party chhod kar usko cold coffee pilane le jata tha,

kehta tha bhai ye ladki sabse alag hai, meri buri aadaton pe mujhe daant-ti hai,
phir sab experience londe usse bitha ke samjhate , ki bhai esi hi ladkiya apan jeso ka kaat-ti hai,

ese karte karte kuch 4 mahine beet gye, aur iska friendzone.. uss ladki ka comfort zone banne laga tha,
aur yaha bhai ke dil me pyar ka bulb aur tezi se jalne laga tha...,

परिस्तिथियों का मुआयना kara to samjh gye hum ki ab khel to iss pitch pe ho nahi sakta,
motivate kara phir khoob usse, ki aaj tujhe dil ki baat kehne se toofan koi rok nahi sakta,

To keh di isne apne dil ki baat, on the knees.. holding her hand,
Aur wo sharma ke boli pgle love you too but as a friend...

Ladki ka behaviour to Newton chacha bhi samjh na paye the,
Ye desperate bhramchaari, to waise hi engineering ke sataye the...,

Bottle khuli dhero uss raat, dil-jale deewane ko apna dukhda jo rona tha,
Daaru pee pee ke gum to usne moot diya, par bhul gya ki agle din paper me paas bhi hona tha...,

lakh tareeke apnaaye usne ki chhuth jaaye iss atrangi yarri ka saaya,
par naa result bacha bichare ka, aur naa friendzone namak loop escape wo kar paaya,

Ignore karne ki koshishe khub karta tha wo, par har baar mission kuch impossible sa najar aata tha,
wo waha chaar emotional baatein kar deti thi aur yaha bhai apna beer sa beh jata tha... 

Friendzone ek चक्रव्यूह ki tarah hai dosto... chale gaye ek baar to wapas na loat paaoge,
Jaanu - shona sunna chahte ho jin मोहतरमा se, tahe zindagi unka 'special friend' hi keh laoge... !!

arre baki sab to dhur ki baat sala pappiya bhi phir cheek pe hi milti hai... 

to kat-lo beta jaha ese आसार dikhe ,iss kahani se humein yahi seekh milti...!!

@Garvit